( a little weird, still, that he's considered one of the adults. jason's not even close to the youngest of his crew, but being put in with the likes of bruce is. . . different.
jason stops in place a bit away from the apartment building's door. looks over to accelerator. )
I'm not gonna promise not to lie to you, because I'm not going to be able to keep that. But if I do lie, it'll be for a good reason. An' if it turns out it was a shit reason, you've got full permission to beat the living hell out of me. Because I'll deserve it.
He catches up, looking over, still scowling. And he refrains from doing any more of his whatever, I'm to apathetic to be bothered by any of this act. It's clear he's taking Jason's words seriously.]
( he's feeling it now. damian is an old man stuck in the body of a toddler, he's only got a few years on time, dickie's--different. but accelerator is a brat he's vaguely acknowledged as his brat.
( he wouldn't have done it any differently in junior's shoes. even if had just been habit. there's a reason junior hadn't shared; those bugs cover the entirety of the club, they're there to gain intel, if accelerator were anyone else, if jason hadn't told him to keep it quiet, he might have taken it to his friends, who might've taken it to someone else, and you can't gain intel on people who know they're being listened to. it's just asking to be given false leads. he gets it. tim and dick'll probably be pissed off if they find out he's spilling family secrets, but it's not as if accelerator hasn't been inside his head already.
he's not angry about it. he's angry their similarities are shining through again when he hates being reminded of those. )
[It isn't really fine, it's just easier to say that and act like it is. Before the Level 6 Shift, just accepting adults were shit was always the easier route to take. They all either feared or hated him, and it's not like any of them ever bothered trying to hide that. There was nothing he could do about it, so it was just easier to go along with it.
It's kind of hard to do that here, when Jason is being rude and vocalizing what he's really thinking.
but jason's just quirking a brow up, and - leaving it at that. accelerator can point it out, but jason doesn't want to address it. he's had enough crises this year already. so he changes the subject instead. )
[The change in subject matter isn't a big deal to Accelerator. He knows talking about stuff like one's self-loathing isn't easy, so he rolls with it and shrugs.]
( he's not following accelerator back up. stops just a bit outside the door, actually, and - turns around on his heels to head back out once he's verified accelerator's inside. )
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Yeah, I get it. Adults in general are big fucking liars. You guys aren't special when it comes to that.
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( a little weird, still, that he's considered one of the adults. jason's not even close to the youngest of his crew, but being put in with the likes of bruce is. . . different.
jason stops in place a bit away from the apartment building's door. looks over to accelerator. )
I'm not gonna promise not to lie to you, because I'm not going to be able to keep that. But if I do lie, it'll be for a good reason. An' if it turns out it was a shit reason, you've got full permission to beat the living hell out of me. Because I'll deserve it.
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He catches up, looking over, still scowling. And he refrains from doing any more of his whatever, I'm to apathetic to be bothered by any of this act. It's clear he's taking Jason's words seriously.]
I'll keep that in mind.
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gross. )
Sorry people're shit. Especially that asshole.
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[His life has been full of people who are nothing but shit, after all.
... Still, it means something that Jason is saying that. He's calming down a little.]
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( he wouldn't have done it any differently in junior's shoes. even if had just been habit. there's a reason junior hadn't shared; those bugs cover the entirety of the club, they're there to gain intel, if accelerator were anyone else, if jason hadn't told him to keep it quiet, he might have taken it to his friends, who might've taken it to someone else, and you can't gain intel on people who know they're being listened to. it's just asking to be given false leads. he gets it. tim and dick'll probably be pissed off if they find out he's spilling family secrets, but it's not as if accelerator hasn't been inside his head already.
he's not angry about it. he's angry their similarities are shining through again when he hates being reminded of those. )
I hate liars.
( jason just also happens to be one. )
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It's kind of hard to do that here, when Jason is being rude and vocalizing what he's really thinking.
He looks over at him, deadpan.]
Your self-loathing is showing.
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but jason's just quirking a brow up, and - leaving it at that. accelerator can point it out, but jason doesn't want to address it. he's had enough crises this year already. so he changes the subject instead. )
What's the coffee of the week?
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High Brew's black. It's total crap.
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( what's wrong with good coffee. )
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I don't know, it's just what I'm drinking right now. Does it matter?
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( he's judging a little. but jason also intentionally drinks crap liquor when he goes out to bars, so. it's not as if he isn't also judging himself. )
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It doesn't hit the same.
[And with that he's going to start heading inside.]
Thanks for the new couch.
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( he's not following accelerator back up. stops just a bit outside the door, actually, and - turns around on his heels to head back out once he's verified accelerator's inside. )