[ Doing something is good. It gets him away from the video feeds he's been glued to, and he's always been more action than discussion. He's had to do it more often over the past five years but it's still something he still lacks.
John moves into the kitchen area and begins preparing the coffee. Going through the motions is easy and mindless, but that leaves him struggling for something to say. There's no good way to discuss what happened, there's no words that can soothe the pain of death. So in the end he says nothing, just makes coffee. ]
[Before following after John, Accelerator gives the feeds a long, nervous look. There's nothing on them that is unusual, but knowing this is in case Sleipnir decides to show up sends a spike of fear through him. He has to pull himself away from them, hoping the coffee will help.
Instead of following John into the kitchen he goes to sit at the table, equally silent. He isn't sure what to say, talking about his death is morbid and John has already done a lot. He doesn't want to put more on him. He sighs a little, absently rubbing his neck despite there being no scar.]
[ The silence stretches on, too long. John has to find something to say, he shouldn't just leave Accelerator to stew. ]
If he bothers you again, tell me.
[ "And not Harold" is what he doesn't say. Harold would disapprove of what John would do with that information, but he doesn't care. Some things need to be solved with a gun. ]
[Right now, the thought of John going after Sleipnir is a conflicting one. There is nothing he'd like to see more than Sleipnir get some comeuppance, no matter how irrational it is, but it means John putting himself in a certain level of danger. Maybe if they were both two regular people it would be less of a problem, since he knows that John is about as capable as an unpowered human can be.
But Sleipnir isn't a normal human. There's something more to him, and Accelerator isn't sure what that is. That's why he hesitates.]
I can handle him. The only reason he killed me was because I couldn't use my ability.
[ It wasn't that long ago that Accelerator vehemently denied their friendship, but that didn't change how John feels. "Friendship" is an easy way of putting it, a light term to cover the truth. The truth is that he'd do anything to protect Accelerator. The truth is that he wants to see him healthy and happy, and he'd go to great lengths to see that happen. Making coffee is just the tip of the iceberg. Accelerator is old enough that he doesn't need John to mother him, and John knows to keep these feelings to himself. It would be catastrophic for Accelerator to find out the truth. ]
[He has to be open about that. If John decides to take things into his own hands beyond monitoring the library it could be incredibly dangerous for him. Accelerator doesn't want to be responsible for anyone else getting hurt, especially someone like John. Who the hell knows what Sleipnir is capable of beyond coming back before Aurora's 48 hour limit?
He sighs a little.]
Besides, Finch told me not to do anything, and I won't.
[ Of course Harold would say that. It's severe what Harold can do when he makes up his mind, but mostly he holds himself back. John follows him, but some things can't be solved by doing it Harold's usual way. Still, if Accelerator has agreed to do nothing, that's probably for the best; even John can admit that.
Thankfully the coffee is ready so it's an easy change of subject. John brings two mugs of hot coffee to the table and sits opposite of Accelerator after placing one in front of him. ]
Hopefully it compares to your canned stuff.
[ It's meant as a tease, trying to distract Accelerator from the burden he now carries. ]
[Accelerator is very quick to grab the mug, taking a long sip. It isn't the same as canned coffee, since the canned stuff is generally pretty damn low quality, which means it isn't hitting the same spot that satisfies his addiction. It's still good enough though, so it'll do for now.
He snorts before taking another sip.]
Have you ever had canned coffee before?
[Of course coffee that hasn't been made using a bunch of automated machines at a high volume is going to taste better.]
[ He's traveled far and wide through work but never ended up in Japan. Kara probably would have tried the canned coffee just to make fun of it. Now he feels as if he should try it because of Accelerator, so they can talk about it. ]
Yeah. [He takes another sip of coffee. It feels so strange talking about something so normal to him.] You can find canned coffee pretty much everywhere back home. Convenience stores, grocery stores, vending machines, it's normal.
[Maybe that's why he asked for the convenience store to be added to Etraya. The Qwik Trip is American, so having the 7-Eleven around is like a little bit of home.]
[ It is strange, but John isn't a conversationalist and isn't sure how to say the right thing to Accelerator. Is there anything more to say? He's already offered both protection and retribution. Maybe all that's left is trying to make Accelerator feel more comfortable. ]
Which brand should I try?
[ Both because he's a little curious and because he wants to have something to talk about with Accelerator once the fog lifts. ]
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John moves into the kitchen area and begins preparing the coffee. Going through the motions is easy and mindless, but that leaves him struggling for something to say. There's no good way to discuss what happened, there's no words that can soothe the pain of death. So in the end he says nothing, just makes coffee. ]
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Instead of following John into the kitchen he goes to sit at the table, equally silent. He isn't sure what to say, talking about his death is morbid and John has already done a lot. He doesn't want to put more on him. He sighs a little, absently rubbing his neck despite there being no scar.]
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If he bothers you again, tell me.
[ "And not Harold" is what he doesn't say. Harold would disapprove of what John would do with that information, but he doesn't care. Some things need to be solved with a gun. ]
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But Sleipnir isn't a normal human. There's something more to him, and Accelerator isn't sure what that is. That's why he hesitates.]
I can handle him. The only reason he killed me was because I couldn't use my ability.
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[ It wasn't that long ago that Accelerator vehemently denied their friendship, but that didn't change how John feels. "Friendship" is an easy way of putting it, a light term to cover the truth. The truth is that he'd do anything to protect Accelerator. The truth is that he wants to see him healthy and happy, and he'd go to great lengths to see that happen. Making coffee is just the tip of the iceberg. Accelerator is old enough that he doesn't need John to mother him, and John knows to keep these feelings to himself. It would be catastrophic for Accelerator to find out the truth. ]
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[He has to be open about that. If John decides to take things into his own hands beyond monitoring the library it could be incredibly dangerous for him. Accelerator doesn't want to be responsible for anyone else getting hurt, especially someone like John. Who the hell knows what Sleipnir is capable of beyond coming back before Aurora's 48 hour limit?
He sighs a little.]
Besides, Finch told me not to do anything, and I won't.
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Thankfully the coffee is ready so it's an easy change of subject. John brings two mugs of hot coffee to the table and sits opposite of Accelerator after placing one in front of him. ]
Hopefully it compares to your canned stuff.
[ It's meant as a tease, trying to distract Accelerator from the burden he now carries. ]
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He snorts before taking another sip.]
Have you ever had canned coffee before?
[Of course coffee that hasn't been made using a bunch of automated machines at a high volume is going to taste better.]
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[ He's traveled far and wide through work but never ended up in Japan. Kara probably would have tried the canned coffee just to make fun of it. Now he feels as if he should try it because of Accelerator, so they can talk about it. ]
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[Maybe that's why he asked for the convenience store to be added to Etraya. The Qwik Trip is American, so having the 7-Eleven around is like a little bit of home.]
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Which brand should I try?
[ Both because he's a little curious and because he wants to have something to talk about with Accelerator once the fog lifts. ]