( he knows it's hard. jason spent years being a bitchy asshole who went around trying to drag everyone else down to his level. who was angry, bitter, and refused to bend because the moment he did he knew he'd break. he - didn't break, not exactly, just his resolve to be the biggest asshole possible which jason now also realizes was stupid. but it's hard, to do it all on one's own. jason had help getting to that point, where he felt like it was okay to let go. to trust others not to fuck him over when he let down the walls he'd been keeping between himself and everyone else.
accelerator needs support, and jason's a shit choice for it. but he's better than no one, and he knows how hard it can be to open up to others, too. the hug has gone on a little too long for his comfort, but jason's not letting that show; he just holds accelerator tight, lets him lean in against him. )
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( he knows it's hard. jason spent years being a bitchy asshole who went around trying to drag everyone else down to his level. who was angry, bitter, and refused to bend because the moment he did he knew he'd break. he - didn't break, not exactly, just his resolve to be the biggest asshole possible which jason now also realizes was stupid. but it's hard, to do it all on one's own. jason had help getting to that point, where he felt like it was okay to let go. to trust others not to fuck him over when he let down the walls he'd been keeping between himself and everyone else.
accelerator needs support, and jason's a shit choice for it. but he's better than no one, and he knows how hard it can be to open up to others, too. the hug has gone on a little too long for his comfort, but jason's not letting that show; he just holds accelerator tight, lets him lean in against him. )
've got you.