[It almost feels like a punch would've been preferable to the hug. Accelerator, still tense, clenches his free hand into a fist as he's pulled into it. That nauseous feeling increases, and he knows he should pull away. He doesn't deserve this. He's the last person who deserves this.
He doesn't move. He can't bring himself to. The only person who's actually ever hugged him is Last Order -- there was an attempt once by Leo, but he broke his arm in the process. He isn't used to it, but he doesn't want to move.]
Stop saying that. [He's growling that out, absolutely miserable.] No one made me go through anything. They couldn't.
[This isn't something he wants to get into, but he keeps on going. At this point it seems like it's the only way to get it through Jason's head that he's one hundred percent responsible for what happened.] The city's got a whole fucking system for categorizing how strong an esper is, and I'm at the top. No one, let alone the bastards who ran the experiment, can force me to do anything. I willingly agreed to participate.
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He doesn't move. He can't bring himself to. The only person who's actually ever hugged him is Last Order -- there was an attempt once by Leo, but he broke his arm in the process. He isn't used to it, but he doesn't want to move.]
Stop saying that. [He's growling that out, absolutely miserable.] No one made me go through anything. They couldn't.
[This isn't something he wants to get into, but he keeps on going. At this point it seems like it's the only way to get it through Jason's head that he's one hundred percent responsible for what happened.] The city's got a whole fucking system for categorizing how strong an esper is, and I'm at the top. No one, let alone the bastards who ran the experiment, can force me to do anything. I willingly agreed to participate.