[Accelerator is quiet as he listens, and by the time Jason is finished talking he realizes that his hand is shaking, and he's squeezing his phone like he wants to break the damn thing.
He was abused. He was abused.
That's laughable. Completely absurd.
(It isn't, but it hurts to hear all of this being voiced out loud. He can't handle it.)]
It doesn't matter how I was raised. I knew exactly what I was doing the entire time.
[That isn't entirely accurate. The scientists had told him the Sisters were dolls rather than people, that what he was doing wasn't murder at all, and he had believed them. But acknowledging that might lead to him thinking of himself as a victim and, well....]
Stop seeing me with rose-coloured glasses. Just because the fucking scientists that developed me were monsters doesn't mean I'm not one, too.
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He was abused. He was abused.
That's laughable. Completely absurd.
(It isn't, but it hurts to hear all of this being voiced out loud. He can't handle it.)]
It doesn't matter how I was raised. I knew exactly what I was doing the entire time.
[That isn't entirely accurate. The scientists had told him the Sisters were dolls rather than people, that what he was doing wasn't murder at all, and he had believed them. But acknowledging that might lead to him thinking of himself as a victim and, well....]
Stop seeing me with rose-coloured glasses. Just because the fucking scientists that developed me were monsters doesn't mean I'm not one, too.